Jesus, this past year has been a nightmare. I can’t seem to be consistent with you. I’ve been a flake. I’ve let corporate America, sin, and pride steal my attention from you. I knew you were waiting for me to return but I stayed away. I thought it was over a few weeks ago but I’m still here, struggling. God, I’m so lost without your direction. I feel like 2014 has been a year of idleness like a ship with no heading. Jesus restore me. Give me the strength to fight. Bring me back…